Inner Dialogue

This past couple of days I have been struggling with a lot of negative inner dialogue. I know what God says, but these thoughts have been outweighing truths. I know they are there. I can see them in my head, but find it hard to grasp a hold of them to stuff the negative down. 

How do I handle this? I want to repent, but I already know that my heart has not turned away from the inner dialogue. I am still faced with insecurities, anger, depression, anxiety. I do not like the way that I look, or the way that I feel. My feet hurt almost constantly and have been for about a year now. My shoulder is aching as well. I am angry with some situations going on and feel like there is nothing I can do. I am depressed because I am battling all of this all of the time and the anxiety that says this will never change. 

There is so much more to my thoughts, but I feel ashamed to share. 

I know God is there and helping me through, but I think it is something that needs to be walked through so I can help someone else on this path God has chosen. We all struggle. We all have negative inner dialogue. We do not talk about it, but it's there. I have a support system that is stronger and more powerful than any other. I have the Holy Trinity to hold me up, support me, help me change the thoughts to align with the bible. 

I do hope others read this. I want others who struggle to know they are NOT alone. We are Christian but we are human. We struggle. We do not always choose the right thing. God knew these things would happen. This is the reason Christ died for us and He has forgiven us. Praise God!!!